I like to share my story with you all.
I got married in to 2000 In 2001 I had two miscarriages and then in 2002 I got pregnant again. I was 8 weeks and I miscarried again. I had tests done and they found out my hormone levels dropped down so when I got pregnant again I was over the moon.
Everything was ok until at 20 weeks scan they told me that my baby had a heart condition and Down syndrome. They told me to have a abortion, I said no! I don’t want to!
When I was 31 weeks I went into premature labour and there was no bed in the whole of the U.K. for my baby to be born. They stopped the labour then they did a c section on me They told me it was girl,
My baby girl was moved from one hospital to another. Then they took her to Older Hay hospital. I left her for the night and went to my bedroom. I got a phone call at 5am and was told my baby was not well and they are taking her to intensive care. They rang me again at 7am to tell me to come up and see her.
It took four hours before I could see her. When I did see her, my baby opened her eyes and looked at me and her dad to say goodbye to us. The doctor came to us and told us that she had a bowel infection that had caused her organs to fail.
They wanted to take the life support machine off. They put my baby girl in my arms, she took two breaths, and died.
We had a funeral for her.
Two years later I had a rainbow baby who is ten. After two years I had another miscarriage. I gave up all hope on having another child. Then five years later I got pregnant again.
I had a hard pregnancy. I was neglected by the doctors and I went into premature labour at 30 weeks. God blessed me with a daughter, who was 2lb 9 ounces. Now she is two, fit and healthy.
When I found Angel parents, and all them ladies who were grieving, and when l started talking to Lou Rimmer I thought to myself; that I need to break the silence and help other Angel mums.
This my journey Rahina Rahina Hussain