I can’t believe after all this time, I can’t get over you,
I guess a love like ours is one of a kind, a love that is true.
It’s been nine years sense you left me to go to God & heavens immensity,
Do you still remember me?
It’s like a bad dream that plays over & over in my head,
Of things I wish I’d done or words I would of said.
There’s not a day that goes by that I don’t think of you,
Even after all this time, what am I going to do?
Maybe this is the way mommys are suppose to feel,
Perhaps our wounds are never intended to heal.
If I could ask but one question why,
How is it God could need you more than I?