As a Angel Dad I have found everything very hard. I have days where I wish I was with my Angels, not alive or they’had survived and I was able to cuddle them. Daddys with Angels has helped me more than I can say, when I have been down I’ have turned to Daddys with Angels for comfort & support in the posts. I am having al lot of trouble writing this as it’s hard to express how I feel. I know that if I need support I turn to Paul or Daddys with Angels but I find concentrating on my Step Kids works as I can bury my emotions for another day. That day never comes as I bury myself in my world & ignore my emotions.